Wednesday, May 20, 2026

Who loves shopping more?




I'm not sure who is the kid who loves to shop.
Is it the big kid who hoists the little kid up to survey the possibilities,
As she clutches her shiny pink wallet with the matching fuzzy pompon ball
Dangling below.
It's not clear who is loving the careful selection process, the counting of money,
The need for a bit more than what is available from the cookie sale.
it's not clear whether the bigger kid will pull out his wallet and add funds
Or whether he will hold firm on budget
But as I listen from the adjacent aisle, my confidence in his willpower is rapidly dwindling
As the case is made for a tiny bit more money to buy that Barbie,
The one with the impossibly high red heels on feet that could never work in real life.
Purchases made, I join them at the exit, (perhaps not) surprised to see that the little girl
Has a Barbie in her arms, and more money in her wallet than before arrival.
The big kid that hoisted her to survey the goods could not hold the line,
This is no surprise to me, being married to this big kid with the huge heart,
Who can never say no to a little six year old girl who climbs 
In his arms and says, "please....."





 

Tuesday, May 19, 2026

Making money the old fashioned way - Bake Sale!

The prices have gone up but no one seems to mind,
Pulling out their phones and scanning the Venmo app, no more
Scrounging for ten cents or a dollar, a cookie is now $2, a deal for
Three.  
what's $5 when rent is $7000/month and a coffee costs $15 with tip
And service charge.
Times have changed, but the younger set is still thirsting for a new Barbie,
So they call out to every passerby, "Cookies for Sale!  Come on over!"
And they do, mostly women, their iPhones bulging in their yoga pants,
Slim and stylish, neatly coiffed and broadly smiling.
And as the sale winds to a close, and the mothers dwindle, as the wind
Picks up and the clouds hover, the remaining cookies are reduced for 
Quick sale.
"Free cookies!  Come and get one!" 
the girls having now shifted to counting and scheming 
What to buy, how to get there and how soon.  



 

Sunday, May 10, 2026

When Motherhood was in Black and White - and thankfully it changed

Back in the day, there was no discussion, no space to disagree,
Risking the vacuum of being unseen.
Everything was black and white, yes or (no), 
The Matriarchs decided what to wear, when to eat,
The Patriarch mandated silence at the dinner table
(Regardless if you were choking on tough chunks of meat),
We all obeyed because they ruled in black and white.
Memories of Grandma's face enveloped in the grey cloud
Of cigarette smoke, and the grey landscape of life at home
With Mother, perhaps black and white would at least have offered
Contrast, and maybe a rainbow could have occasionally 
Burst through the seams of darkness.
They are smiling in this black and white photo but
I know that their entwined lives were mostly black,
Dreary in misunderstandings and steeped only in responsibility.
Today, there is color in mothering, reds and yellows, greens
And pinks, the drama of disagreement, the warmth of love
And connection, I see it everywhere even in the black and
White moments of difficulty, a rainbow will emerge,
A pot of gold at the base.
Such is love.

 

Karen and Felix 

Tori and Warren


So colorful!






Friday, May 8, 2026

There's a rainbow in my breakfast bowl

There's a rainbow in my breakfast bowl,
And I know not from where it came.
There is no prism hanging in my window, 
Only a squirrel staring at me from the bird feeder,
Only new buds on the Serviceberry bush,
There is no optical grating, not a single thing
That explains this rainbow.
I place the rainbow on my hand to raise it,
Seeking its source only to find that my rainbow
Has disappeared, as has the squirrel.
Conclusion:  the squirrel must have delivered
The rainbow to my bleary eyes this 
Lovely morning.  

 

Sunday, May 3, 2026

The $150 haircut...never again

Why is it that on the third cut, the price goes up,
the quality drops, and we women are left clutching our emptied wallets
somewhat grief-stricken at the misspent funds at the hairdresser.
I have noticed this, that the first cut is attentive and less expensive,
the second, perhaps the same price, and not quite so great and the
third is accomplished by the same hairdresser who is clearly a thousand
miles away, finishing a cut that she knows well enough to do on 
auto-pilot.
But, oh!  the casual passing of her bill to me, and on seeing the
price having increased 33%, and add the tip, I am momentarily 
speechless, but having spoken of travels to Japan and such, aware
that she knows I must have the money in my pocket somewhere
and I do.
But, it's not worth it to me, this $150 haircut, with tip, I wish her
well, she has her bills, but surely, we women must rise up against 
the industry of the overpriced hairdresser.
Vanity is only worth so much.

 

Thursday, April 30, 2026

Re-reading a lovely book that I did not remember at all

I know that I read this before so 
I picked it up and turned to the last story in the book
In fact, I often start at the last paragraph if I'm feeling tentative. 
The Most Beautiful Book is made of cigarette papers glued together,
A collection of recipes shared by Soviet prison camp women with their children
Who anxiously await the return of their mothers, never knowing if they
Will be reunited, and I wondered how I would want to be remembered,
Whether it would be the crepes, the ones my own mother made for me,
The ones that were cut into strips for inclusion in the next days soup.
Or the brownies that my mother and I had made, the ones that
My daughter and I made, each generation having learned to
Cut many tiny slices which added up to them being
Consumed at a breathtaking pace.
I don't know why I picked up this book, having no recollection,
One of those brilliant moments that come upon us,
Like the sun rising over the horizon. 

 

Saturday, April 25, 2026

Jet lag: the biggest price of travel to Japan

 The body has no idea what time it is,
Wondering why I am in bed when it's mid day in Tokyo!
And why am I am in bed when I'm hungry?
Ah, the price of travel, not the money,
The reality that even the big brained people
Who view their bodies as mere vehicles for 
Transporting the mind are brought to earth
As the body decides how to navigate the 
Fifteen hour, yes, fifteen hour, time change.
The body does not like such things,
Oh no, oh no, 
The body says, I do not like this travel thing,
Oh no, oh no.