Being #4

I'm fine being #4
after Heather, Christina and
that smart woman from MIT.
their freckles, their laughter,
the Victoria Secret bag,
a hand on the knee,
they're beautiful and intelligent
and they gaze at you with desire.
they want you
they are available
you could go for #1, #2 or #3.
converse on a plane
and fly exotic places,
share a meal at a fancy restaurant
hold their hand
snuggle at a cabin hidden in a forest
you can do all those things
and more.